...my immediate world consists of friends I should call, friends I should contact, friends I should Friend, memories I'd rather forget, the clients hitting my windshield, my desire to surprise them, trying to help in my only area of apparent relative for now competence, trying to be pretty though not physically (that ship's sailed), worries, plans first class, plans second class, plans maybe, plans "oh come on!" ... and a bunch of other stuff. Flotsam poems caught in the throat. Envy of my betters (mostly literary). Appreciation of my betters (ditto).